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02-01-2026 ยท 1h 10m

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[00:05:00] Oh fuck, wrong way back!
[00:06:00] I'm sorry, I didn't hear me like that, I didn't say that, I don't feel it about that.
[00:06:18] Oh, was good!
[00:06:23] Wait, order delay?
[00:06:24] No, bro.
[00:06:27] How was the order delay?
[00:06:31] Dude, how?
[00:06:33] I just started it.
[00:06:37] Where's actually that or not?
[00:06:39] Fuck it, bullshit!
[00:06:42] Wait, give me a second, give me a second.
[00:06:48] I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. I apologize. I apologize.
[00:07:08] Okay
[00:07:11] It's still the later not so I was swear in my bad. I'm swear and sorry sorry sorry sorry. I apologize. It's positive is not it's not already
[00:07:23] Just the look I'm gonna hold to over like you better. It's gonna be pretty bad. I'm saying
[00:07:38] It's sweet, but never been sweet, though.
[00:07:44] Oh my ass, my gosh, you're a party, yo, you're a party.
[00:07:48] I'm a mess right now, give me a sec, I'm turned off the answer, okay?
[00:07:51] Give me a sec, I'm gonna mess up all over the place,
[00:07:53] I'm a prime, I'm a prime, I'm a prime, I'm a prime,
[00:07:54] I'm a, I'm a, I wanna meet behind us, which I borrow.
[00:07:57] I am a exhausted, but you know what,
[00:07:59] or I call it, I'm gonna meet secure, give me a sec here,
[00:08:01] monetization, monetization for the nation,
[00:08:04] put it down in zero seconds, Viking or zero,
[00:08:06] it's gonna be 30 seconds, okay?
[00:08:07] okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay more is delayed
[00:08:23] I'm gonna be honest I think it delayed because the wifi is so sorry it's a really really bad
[00:08:28] let me see how bad it is
[00:08:32] Okay, let me show you the last line.
[00:08:41] I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
[00:09:02] Okay, let me know, let me know, shall I mean know, let me know, let me know, let me know,
[00:09:19] let me know, let me know how bad it is, let me see.
[00:09:26] You know how bad it is, let me see.
[00:09:31] Why is the like that?
[00:09:33] Why is the like that?
[00:09:34] Is it because it is a white fire?
[00:09:37] I'm trying to see, I'm trying to see, I'm trying to see.
[00:09:56] I see I see I see I see I see I see I see I see I see I see I see I see he he ain't ain't
[00:10:09] where you know what you know what you know what I'm barking you know what I'm
[00:10:13] doing you know I got to do it I make you the butt bro you're I have to deal with
[00:10:17] I'll be honest man I have to deal with it okay it's just bad it's just the
[00:10:21] My advice is really really bad, okay?
[00:10:23] I'm sorry, I'm sorry, bro.
[00:10:25] I'm sorry, whatever, whatever,
[00:10:26] I can get out of this Sunday streaming
[00:10:28] with me out of it, okay?
[00:10:29] You know what I mean?
[00:10:31] I can't, I can't really do so much about it,
[00:10:34] probably not on this.
[00:10:35] As it moved, Chad is gonna be 30 seconds
[00:10:38] because that's the most you can go,
[00:10:39] but it is removed.
[00:10:42] What's good, Chad?
[00:10:43] What's good, bro?
[00:10:46] Happy Sunday, God bless you all.
[00:10:49] For the people who don't know every Sunday,
[00:10:50] I don't think there's so much to the 5G if the Jonas is there, they do so much, they do so much, they do so much.
[00:10:59] Because it's very important to me, so everybody has to know and to chat welcome.
[00:11:03] It's not one of those normal streams that I usually do, so if you don't...
[00:11:12] Is it bad?
[00:11:16] It's fixed, it's fixed, it's fixed.
[00:11:19] It's fixed.
[00:11:20] You know, someone is everybody right now say, thank you Slake, thank you Slake, thank you Slake,
[00:11:29] everybody say, thank you Slake, thank you Slake, thank you Slake, thank you Slake,
[00:11:36] I couldn't do that when I was on my phone because I was shooting, I couldn't fix it, I don't talk yet,
[00:11:42] Every set we're here, it is Sunday, and you ever do, I don't know, I don't, I don't
[00:11:48] God, it's very important to me to stay in touch with my faith, do every up to every
[00:11:55] down, if it goes no here, you know, I'm not trying to force anything, I say this every
[00:11:59] time, I'm not trying to force everything, you know, anybody, I'm trying to force the faith
[00:12:02] on anybody, I do this because to speak real life thoughts, I do this to speak real life
[00:12:07] Fillings and whatever it is and now people are seeing backup kiwi okay, I read
[00:12:13] And yeah, I noticed not for everybody so if it's not for you then come right back when I
[00:12:19] Give back to one of the machines okay, I do this once a week from hour that's it in this my quote on quote data. I just
[00:12:24] tried to just
[00:12:26] Put everything to God who who got me in the first place you know say to get back a little bit
[00:12:30] but
[00:12:32] Man oh man chat bro. I cannot tell you I brought I am so tired
[00:12:36] I got off the flight, I got off the flight, I think it was like L.I.1, it's pretty like 10 p.m.
[00:12:43] I thought I'd like one, got home at like two or three, and then honestly, it would be real.
[00:12:48] Packed up talking about my mom a little bit, Jake and Rocket saw a work group and stuff like that
[00:12:54] because they are here for the first time, and then you can ask Benj actually in the chair right now, crazy enough.
[00:12:59] Benj is one of my first ever viewers when I was in the garage, and I went straight to the gym, my brother,
[00:13:04] and guess who's outside of Jim Bro. Benji was right outside of Jim. He came up to me and said,
[00:13:09] bro, please tell me you remember me. I looked at him and said, honk. I said, Benji,
[00:13:14] he said, oh my god, bro, my guy, you know, my guy, you know. So shout out Benji, bro.
[00:13:18] Shout out Benji in the chat, man. He was waiting outside of Jim. He has to hang a lot of work.
[00:13:22] I said to my brother and I came back home and I was just chillin' my knees and stuff.
[00:13:26] And honestly, I was thinking, I was like, shout just sleep out and sleep on the couch and my mom's
[00:13:29] I'm so exhausted, so I decided to come through a tell and then I could also stream at same time.
[00:13:34] So, you got a little room to a real clip, you know, say, you know crazy, you know crazy, you know me, but it's the load.
[00:13:40] If you, if you want to, this was a little sweet hotel room, looks like you know, saying, very simple, very simple, very simple, you know, I'm saying it.
[00:13:48] I'm obviously feels a little weird, sleeping in a hotel in one city, because my mom lives about five minutes away from here, but, you know, pretty solid, pretty solid, you know what I mean?
[00:13:55] It's not like it's not like to just maybe actually rest in actual bed. You know what I'm saying, but
[00:14:01] But yeah
[00:14:03] Chat we're here about with you. It's really your L hotel. Okay, but I only mean also you're I don't care
[00:14:10] But I'm just trying to
[00:14:11] It's no it's no it's on it. You know what I mean? I'm I'm literally only here today and
[00:14:18] I'm only here today and then I'm I'm going tomorrow night
[00:14:21] I kind of waste the money to be honest, but it's just like I'm probably going to go
[00:14:24] and stick my mom's after this if I'm because this is no point, you know what I'm saying?
[00:14:29] Ben, you say thank you brother, let me prove that this guy from 040, remember his
[00:14:33] group was me, it come on, but I was you know how this brother chat, but you know, it's
[00:14:37] almost sweet in chat right now.
[00:14:38] So the last time I was home in Sweden during winter time was when I moved.
[00:14:45] It was when I moved, okay, to the States, I haven't been home in a year, during winter
[00:14:50] When the time is sweet and bro, ask all the sweets in the shower right now.
[00:14:54] It is like day and night if you're here during winter time and during summer time.
[00:14:58] Because during summer time is actually nice.
[00:15:01] Like, it's actually, you know, it's like actually in the night.
[00:15:04] If you come here during summer time and sweeten it's like, it's a bad.
[00:15:08] But being here during winter time, there's no people outside.
[00:15:13] It gives dark about 4pm, 3pm 30.
[00:15:16] It's not even kidding.
[00:15:17] It is about minus two sources right now. I don't know. I think that's like 25 degrees in
[00:15:24] Fahrenheit. It feels like minus 16 because of the wind. So it's probably about like 15 to 10 degrees here right now.
[00:15:32] Very depressing. I feel for all my reasons to check right now. That's all we have something to call
[00:15:39] Seasonal season on depression because it gets so bad here with a point to the point where like you came
[00:15:45] even, you keep in the function, bro, you know what I'm saying?
[00:15:48] Um, we are meant, um, I thought honestly like for me though, it feels good because it's
[00:15:55] like one thing about Sweden is or air is so fresh, they just, I just land and just
[00:16:01] like inhale, we're both my nostrils.
[00:16:04] Gosh, that's all good, you know what I mean?
[00:16:06] Uh, but yeah, man, uh, we're here to chat, we're here to just land back down a little
[00:16:12] Obviously this whole month is just a pretty question right there.
[00:16:16] So when the community exchanges just keep a push and bro like I'm so tired.
[00:16:21] Y'all want to meet us, I'm super super tired.
[00:16:23] I feel like I haven't slept for the past week.
[00:16:26] I feel like I really haven't done plus jet like on top.
[00:16:29] I've never played in the game plus practice plus all the changes.
[00:16:33] But again, I feel like I'm just on a roll of just like I'm so locked in on myself.
[00:16:40] self I'm being honest and what I'm doing right now that I don't really keep it going and I'm I'm I'm super excited and happy of how I was doing and how I've been handling things lately
[00:16:49] So it would've been coming up and leading a couple of days and yeah, no matter how tired I am, I've rather sitting and talk to other than just
[00:16:57] you know I'm saying
[00:17:00] Not so I thought really good bro. Yeah, I'm saying it's mine the chat
[00:17:10] I'm not meant to you, bro.
[00:17:11] But I'm like 10 hours away from you right now.
[00:17:15] I'm literally 10 hours away from you right now.
[00:17:17] Seriously, dude.
[00:17:21] I've 10 hours.
[00:17:23] Haven't seen my boy in 10 hours, dude.
[00:17:25] No, that's not, oh my God.
[00:17:27] God, haven't seen my boy in 10 hours.
[00:17:29] He was, you know, holy, fried right now.
[00:17:33] And how many of you that is not cherry at my bag?
[00:17:35] Panda, we still go to the UK or not.
[00:17:39] But of course, you're going to need your kid, but you'll also run.
[00:17:42] If you have to take some of your now, I'm not really sure, but you have to take
[00:17:45] some of what's happening, because I'm in Sweden, remember?
[00:17:48] So I'm not American, but it doesn't really work over here.
[00:17:50] So you have to take me on a WhatsApp if possible.
[00:17:54] I'll take you out there so you can see what number it is.
[00:17:56] But, of course we have a book.
[00:17:58] We've got to figure out when.
[00:17:59] We're going to sit down for a while, but we've got a web.
[00:18:03] But yeah, chat, well, come, well, come, well, come to my chat,
[00:18:06] and how we doing through each other.
[00:18:08] Talk to me, talk to me chat, talk to me, talk to me, talk to me,
[00:18:11] talk to me, talk to me, talk to me, talk to me,
[00:18:13] y'all, why's everyone talking about this one, dude?
[00:18:15] Who's that?
[00:18:18] Now get a raid?
[00:18:23] Was it a raid or am I just being hacked right now?
[00:18:25] Which one is it?
[00:18:36] Oh, I swear that's okay, I love that's here.
[00:18:43] You know what's going on my chair right now?
[00:18:49] You're feeling the rage, I think it's a rage.
[00:18:52] I think it's a rage?
[00:18:53] You're thinking so much for the rage, Jordan, appreciate you so much.
[00:18:57] Thank you for the rage, brother appreciate it.
[00:19:00] W-A-N-Sha-Man, I think you're right, W-A-N-Sha-Man, appreciate the right.
[00:19:07] That's what it is.
[00:19:08] I can really tell the checks.
[00:19:09] I've written them on MacBooks.
[00:19:10] I don't really know.
[00:19:11] But I think it's almost for the right.
[00:19:12] Appreciate a lot, bro.
[00:19:13] Welcome to all the new people that's in M-A-Man.
[00:19:15] Welcome to that Sunday, or German shout out to you, Jordan.
[00:19:20] Shout out to Jordan, man.
[00:19:22] Listen, Chad, we're here.
[00:19:25] It is Sunday, and talk about it.
[00:19:28] about. Let's talk about what's been going on. Let's talk about it. Let's recap the whole day
[00:19:32] in the whole week, bro. Let's talk about God. It's interpreting it in what I'm talking about. I think
[00:19:36] that's how you say it. Let's have a good vibe today, man. And then I'm going to tell right now
[00:19:40] so today I'm doing this. I forgot. Then tomorrow is going to be no stream. And then I'm going
[00:19:48] straight to Italy tomorrow night. Streaming for all the days I'm there. And then going back to
[00:19:53] you are elated to Super Bowl.
[00:19:56] Then come back home, additionally to all of the weekend.
[00:19:58] And that's about it for the next, like one or two weeks, just here I know.
[00:20:03] But I'm doing the channel real quick before you're on, so I don't think I'm doing that
[00:20:06] out of place.
[00:20:07] But that's gonna be a chat.
[00:20:08] I'm super, super, super, super busy right now, but it's like a good busy.
[00:20:12] You know what I'm saying?
[00:20:13] It's a good busy.
[00:20:14] I feel amazing.
[00:20:15] I feel great.
[00:20:16] I hope y'all have been joining everything, bro.
[00:20:17] You know what I'm saying?
[00:20:18] And I think Lacy's still there on the chat ads is really, y'all, because all on pain, then there
[00:20:21] It has to be a minimum 36 as I promise I've turned it all off, but it's just about that's all that is I'm this miss and all that as well when it comes to my things just your
[00:20:29] No, um
[00:20:31] Talk to me broke talk to me chat. Hi. I'm in Philadelphia. You boy. I've been good
[00:20:35] Hi, I've been born that's your boys man
[00:20:37] Miss your crazy breath. This feels like OG said it but I'm in the hotel room up my phone and it alone is shit
[00:20:44] You know what I mean? It feels like one door good or this not like in Turkey
[00:20:47] amazing amazing real good yes yes yes my mum missed you me and missed it too
[00:20:52] bro amazing it's been one day yeah it's been one day it's been one day
[00:20:56] but I miss you I miss you like I'm gonna be in good runback trick I'm
[00:21:07] had to bro I'm gonna have to you it why are I saying you for it why I put in
[00:21:12] the cast I was like I don't understand about I don't understand but seriously
[00:21:15] to stop, okay.
[00:21:18] Um, me and Chad, I've been feeling good, I've been feeling really good, um, but I don't
[00:21:24] talk about the culture a little bit, Chad, um, because I don't feel like, I feel like I'm
[00:21:27] just like, wrap it up in a, in a good way.
[00:21:30] Yo, I'm a pianist.
[00:21:32] I said it a little bit on snap.
[00:21:35] It was by far, by far, I will say, I'm not kidding, and I've been in the storm to get
[00:21:42] to obviously, well, almost like two years now, but in this year, we're flipping my hummat
[00:21:47] with their big tank, they're doing it, they're doing it, they're doing a big tank, it's
[00:21:51] a pretty much about it, thank you as well.
[00:21:55] It was the most fun I've had, and I'm only talking about actual me having for my chat
[00:22:01] my community and with my team, my family, my friends and the people who was around me,
[00:22:06] I had not had much fun.
[00:22:10] I was over the big team, 10, 10, they were the big team.
[00:22:13] Ever, I don't think so.
[00:22:14] If I'm being honest, I really haven't
[00:22:16] in my computer just got my chat to give you more second.
[00:22:19] I really haven't chat in the...
[00:22:23] Oh, chat, my bad.
[00:22:24] Sorry, I know I'm a little messed up,
[00:22:26] and I've all screwed me.
[00:22:27] Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry,
[00:22:31] sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry,
[00:22:32] sorry, I've all my kids keep talking in the way, it's okay.
[00:22:36] I'm just gonna make sure it charges.
[00:22:37] I think it's such an, I think it's surprising, I think.
[00:22:45] I have not had as much fun since like the start of my career about everything, because
[00:22:52] well, being there and just like experiencing the culture in Qatar while being given the best
[00:23:01] hospitality, that was quality hospitality, on top of that plane, in the, in the, in the
[00:23:07] really big game in front of almost, it's sold out stadium like it's just like it's
[00:23:13] super big blessing to take anyone second so I'm going to start my bad I got it
[00:23:17] you're a counselor I'm sorry you need a second you need a second you need a
[00:23:21] damn it
[00:23:26] excuse me this is stupid okay excuse me I'm part of my childhood uh I'm part of my
[00:23:34] I'm not charging the stairs, do you know it?
[00:23:43] I'm not charging the air, bro.
[00:23:45] You mean static, you mean static?
[00:23:47] Give me a little second.
[00:23:52] Sorry, boys.
[00:23:54] We have you?
[00:23:55] No.
[00:23:58] No.
[00:23:59] Where's the sink?
[00:24:04] I'm going to see if this works, or here it is, there it is, there it is, there it is,
[00:24:22] get the picture that comes here to back on the door, seriously.
[00:24:25] Yo, I was looking straight, I wanted to just stream from my Mac with, I don't understand
[00:24:29] what I'm saying.
[00:24:30] not chair right now, 3 and 5 and 4 and 3 and 5 and 4 and 5 and 4 and 4 and 4 and
[00:24:38] 4 and 3 2 will let's go.
[00:24:41] There we go.
[00:24:45] Okay, there it is there it is there it is there it is there.
[00:24:47] As had, okay there we go yeah.
[00:24:48] Okay, back, back, back, back, back, back, back, back.
[00:24:52] Okay, just having a back, sorry.
[00:24:53] Okay, so what I was saying was, my fault was, I have not had much for the watch.
[00:24:59] it was honesty bro like I think I don't know what it was but like I've said it before
[00:25:09] as it was my dream to become professional footballs as I was like a four years old
[00:25:15] my dad literally put me in training when I was four like the first ever time I remember
[00:25:20] before he was my first ever coach he used to coach my whole team and then I obviously
[00:25:24] He put a 15-to-sweet Sebastian ball and then that dream kind of went away a little bit.
[00:25:30] Then, that's what it happens now.
[00:25:32] It's like, damn, what a football, they worked out how to just kept going and I'm saying,
[00:25:36] so then, let me today, it's worth some of my passion in what I'm really destined for,
[00:25:40] which I think is obviously stream and stuff.
[00:25:43] And then being able to do my dream in my field, if that makes sense, I was like, whoa,
[00:25:50] and doing it, the biggest credits in the world with the nicest credits in the world,
[00:25:54] I've ever met so beyond, we should like the big group we had on top of that plane
[00:25:59] will play with legends, I used to really play with on FIFA.
[00:26:03] I used to buy them all the same team.
[00:26:05] Now I'm slightly tackling people that I play with all the same team.
[00:26:08] Like what am I talking about, bro?
[00:26:10] Like you even understand how I came home outside,
[00:26:13] I've never felt so grateful to be there any trip.
[00:26:17] I think that's what it was.
[00:26:19] Like I've never felt so like grateful in like really just took it all in in like it felt so it's also real about felt really surreal and again, I think
[00:26:32] Going back to what I've said so many times like doing what I love to do, which I felt like I've done the entire month of January 3 February, which I was very first
[00:26:42] our first month and a year has done and I just don't think I could have done it better for January
[00:26:48] like it's just I'm from here and it's been keep going up from here and I feel like it's just like
[00:26:56] it's been shown in how I've been doing my content too so the 23 and me I see a lot of people say
[00:27:02] and yes I keep it in the book here to be honest it's going to come next week when next week
[00:27:09] I'm not really sure, but it's coming. Okay, it's coming. It's coming for a short. Now, let
[00:27:14] you ask me, I'll say in GD, I'll say in GD, but I'll say in GD, listen, if it's not, listen,
[00:27:21] I'll be keeping my promise, and I've been open and unstearing at the zero. Okay, that's what
[00:27:24] I was going to do that. If it's not up by next week, any day next week, Friday. Actually,
[00:27:31] find me here, here put this right. Okay, okay, not coming up, it's coming up there. Okay,
[00:27:39] shake on the shake on the shake on the shake on the shake on the shake on the
[00:27:42] bit, bit, bit, bit. But I'll say, yeah, so super super, super, super great for
[00:27:51] the baby, so good for all the people. Also had a dinner with a very powerful family
[00:28:02] the last day that I was there at night and also the guy that ran the whole
[00:28:08] cherry match and the whole event was also there because he was the one who told me
[00:28:11] that they wouldn't have been with me. And we sat there and we talked in and
[00:28:17] and stuff like that, and it was amazing what was good, you know, saying they were very
[00:28:21] shocked. They told me how big of a impact I had when I was there. So that was a blessing
[00:28:28] to hear, you know, I'm saying stop, I'm going to train you with myself. And then afterwards,
[00:28:34] I had a really good talk with, uh, with the guy who runs it, I don't think he wants me to say
[00:28:39] and I'll tell you what I'm saying when I'm about to go over one of it and he was just talking to me how
[00:28:46] he would just tell me about what the opportunities to come and how big of a door are just open to the entire Middle East
[00:28:55] to like see how I've been and and all this stuff, you know what I'm saying?
[00:28:59] So like I just graze in I think there's open so much opportunities for me and for us as a community
[00:29:04] I'm just super excited to make it take me brought together too.
[00:29:06] That's my goal for this year. I think I'm going to have to have this trip. I want to open as many doors I can to
[00:29:13] As many different cultures and
[00:29:15] Coordance of the world as I can if that makes sense because like the more you do that the more
[00:29:20] Different people you're bringing the more different things you experience and it's like it's just that it's just a big big effect
[00:29:26] You know I'm saying so
[00:29:28] Hopefully I can do that it's fine keeping it going but yeah, it was the blessing it really really was the blessing again
[00:29:33] It was the most fun I gained it was probably I would write that thing for me as like me doing it myself
[00:29:38] I was watching it but I would that I was gonna get top top three
[00:29:42] I literally ever done I'm not even changing like just for me as in at as long the experience the
[00:29:47] She made self how I felt having my mom there, but I had my whole team there being in the whole
[00:29:52] other country
[00:29:54] Also bringing a lazy with me bro, you know I'm saying all this stuff bro
[00:29:59] So yeah, I really, really, really hope y'all enjoyed it, bro.
[00:30:03] I really, really do, I've got to enjoy it.
[00:30:05] And I hope y'all can see that on Jo's well,
[00:30:06] but it was a blessing, bro.
[00:30:08] It was a big blessing.
[00:30:11] But that really brings me into what I came here to speak about
[00:30:14] that y'all know, Sundays, I always started
[00:30:17] to take different scenarios to take away
[00:30:18] his amount of life and try to talk about how God is included
[00:30:22] in that and how that wouldn't be possible without it.
[00:30:25] I think this was one of those moments where
[00:30:29] I think everybody has like a realization at some point, you know, even if you haven't
[00:30:35] maybe yet or you have maybe yet or you're in a position where you feel like you might
[00:30:39] make it whatever it is, it's, I think it made me realize how much you really got to just stay
[00:30:49] down and stay humble and stay grounded and stay close to your faith because what I was saying
[00:30:55] was y'all double you next with that big 50 gifted on this beautiful Sunday
[00:31:03] W 50 day with a big 50 thank you so much thank you mix I appreciate that a lot thank you thank you
[00:31:09] thank you thank you man um do we get 11k hold on we might have to say 11k
[00:31:14] We're one the way, we're one the way, we need one sum, we need one sum, boys and girls,
[00:31:23] we need one, we need one, we need one, we need one who's gonna do it, there it is, swing
[00:31:30] with the prime house on with the beat, five gift, that's crazy, but if I know that
[00:31:39] And y'all, if I know I live in K bro, it's just insane bro, especially me every day
[00:31:45] It's doing actual good content. Wow, bro. They got so much night for real for the bottom of my heart for now
[00:31:50] y'all don't understand how how much all this always needs to me, but I really really does, but um
[00:31:57] Love you lemon. Okay. That's all saying check
[00:31:59] so
[00:32:01] obviously like, you know, again just being real here, you know, when there's a charity match of this
[00:32:07] of sharing stuff like that. For me, for example, going into this charity match, did I really
[00:32:13] fully know what it was about what charity was about? Again, being honest, I didn't. You know,
[00:32:17] I'm saying I fully didn't. I knew it was for a good cause, but I really took my time and
[00:32:21] educate myself and see what it was and what I actually am doing there and promoting. No, I
[00:32:25] didn't. I can't understand. I'm just being real. I just didn't. I stopped laughing about. And
[00:32:32] I don't think a lot of people did either. I don't think a lot of people would do most of the time.
[00:32:36] you know a lot of people see that it's for the creator and for them to showcase you know
[00:32:40] just going in and actually playing football game and all you have doing this is never
[00:32:43] ready for but that night your next dollar thank you so for the take give the prison
[00:32:47] you miss or they're not always crazy we sat that night with the with the owner of the
[00:32:52] game and he was telling me how impressed and impressed he was there you know I was doing
[00:32:57] and how was handling stuff and you know how good also people all the stuff right
[00:33:02] and we proceed to talk about the actual charity and stuff you get chunks I told
[00:33:05] me a little bit about it and I got kind of intrigued because Trump said told me that the owner
[00:33:11] took him, I think he was struck at AJ a couple other people, to Tanzania, where the last year's
[00:33:19] money went to and what they actually did with them when he was right. So he showed me this video
[00:33:28] bro, he saw me this video, where last year there reached $10 million, okay? And it, there was
[00:33:39] in Tanzania, let me see, I don't say it's wrong, I see the video and everything he saw in the
[00:33:44] bro, where they, it was like plain zero ground, it was dust, like fully fully fully dust,
[00:33:53] nobody had no clothes, they had no food, they had like a little bit of nothing, that's
[00:33:58] up in the management, right?
[00:34:00] And I was in no education in the school, then like that, like nothing.
[00:34:05] And from straight dust in about a year, I think even less.
[00:34:13] By this cherry match last year, this morning, a couple schools, like four educated school
[00:34:20] buildings, educated school buildings.
[00:34:22] full of school buildings were built.
[00:34:25] Like I've seen them all nice.
[00:34:27] Like you know it's very hard for big people
[00:34:29] people said, oh, there's a chair for that.
[00:34:30] But we didn't really see wrong old eyes.
[00:34:32] Most of the time we really don't.
[00:34:34] You know what I mean?
[00:34:35] That level of vocabulary.
[00:34:36] But I'm looking at it in just one from like this
[00:34:39] this dust plain ground to these big, big,
[00:34:42] nine school buildings, but with desks and books.
[00:34:47] And there's a teacher teaching these kids
[00:34:49] sitting in life.
[00:34:51] be everybody like learning it and this is not the world in education as a general
[00:34:55] that they will never even had the chance to get everything the first place
[00:34:59] right and you know I can speak a lot for education I cannot because I'm not very
[00:35:06] educated as you all know but you all got understand that I've outblinforced enough
[00:35:13] to live in my present or Sweden where we get school for free so I didn't have
[00:35:18] choice, but to go to school. These are kids and people for example in Tanzania. They wish
[00:35:25] they didn't have a choice to go to school. Right? They wish they did. They wish they didn't have
[00:35:30] a choice to wake up in and go to school. Now, I like who had gone to school, whatever, I don't
[00:35:34] blame you, but I don't like school. I don't like school. I'm stupid about it. I'm saying,
[00:35:36] shit, school, I have nothing to do with me sitting here right now talking to you all. Hey,
[00:35:40] You don't say it, but what it, what it, what it, what it do is, is, um, W Davis, what
[00:35:49] what did he say, huh?
[00:35:50] What did he say?
[00:35:51] I would say, yo, yo, my son got to pin that.
[00:35:53] Yo, no, it's not gonna be 10% it.
[00:35:56] But what I do say is, you know, when you don't have a phone, you don't have anything
[00:36:03] else you don't have.
[00:36:04] Whatever, I respect this a lot.
[00:36:05] Appreciate you Davis, you might, my dog, my appreciate you Davis, thank you, bro.
[00:36:09] When you don't have a school system or you don't have a phone, you don't have anything
[00:36:16] you all have this just go out there and I don't know what to do because I'm not in there
[00:36:19] I wasn't in their shoes or in their shoes, but to them being able to sit by a bench and
[00:36:24] listen to history, to learn English, to learn math, whatever it is, all the things
[00:36:30] maybe I don't like, that's where damn it's like, whoa, you know what I'm saying?
[00:36:36] After them is like, this is, this for me could be my future.
[00:36:41] Like you know what I'm saying, so, already by doing that
[00:36:46] and going through this charity, it opens up so much more
[00:36:49] than if somebody's forced to go, which I did.
[00:36:53] No, I'm being serious.
[00:36:55] Everything just means a lot more than that, but that's what I'm trying to say.
[00:36:59] And he, he showed me the videos and he showed me the videos
[00:37:04] videos and everything of it. And you know, Sean said, and all the people that this was
[00:37:09] even like really posted like that, but like he told me, I'm sorry Sean's fault of this,
[00:37:13] but he told me that the whole group was like crying in tears. I do a full interior scene,
[00:37:18] all this stuff coming to life because again, it's very simple to just not understand what
[00:37:23] it's for until you see it in person. So, um, long story short, he told me that he would love to take
[00:37:32] me next year and me for me to be one of the people that he actually takes to see an
[00:37:37] person to experience it and help it help people with my own hands and you know talk to
[00:37:43] people and all the stuff so I mean I pray I could do some stuff like that because that's just
[00:37:48] like that would be a big blessing for me you know I'm saying to see what what I call
[00:37:53] to go to like that so yeah if you see stuff like that sharing stuff you know what you see
[00:37:59] which all not goes going on, you know what I'm saying and it's what everything but like there
[00:38:03] is there's a lot of work going on there's a lot of again I'm not super educated on a lot of stuff
[00:38:07] but I think when there's stuff going on I think people should be with you just always are
[00:38:12] pray about it try to speak about it, try to help people out you know saying to be a good man
[00:38:18] and being a good woman always so I think that's a big thing I noticed this past few days
[00:38:25] about, you know, God how he puts you in certain positions that you might
[00:38:31] might not never ever think about, which was for example this, you know,
[00:38:35] you can get me this opportunity where I'm getting this offer and it's like
[00:38:40] you're when you're playing it in charity magic authority, you're doing all
[00:38:42] it's you get in, you get in business class, you can take your mom and
[00:38:46] you take your team and all I'm thinking about here is like, thank you, your
[00:38:49] car lost, thank you for the big take, give the thank you, you know, all I'm
[00:38:52] sitting here is a sin and thinking in this like, wow, I'm getting all of this and
[00:38:58] post them on snap and I'm streaming, I'm doing this and everybody's loving it.
[00:39:03] But then there's such a God put that opportunity in my hands for such a
[00:39:09] other big reason, which was for example helping a bigger cause for example this year
[00:39:18] It raised $12 million.
[00:39:19] That's your terminator.
[00:39:21] Those extra two million is going to do so much, right?
[00:39:24] So it's maybe thinking about a perspective that, you know,
[00:39:28] God always has a plan, no matter what it is,
[00:39:29] I think you should always try to, if anything happens to you,
[00:39:33] literally if anything, anything happens to you, right?
[00:39:38] You should always see it from perspective of God
[00:39:44] enough of yourself and just go with the flow
[00:39:48] go with the day. You don't know what he got to remember. You have never know how you
[00:39:53] will get up there for you. You really don't. So even if you think it's something bad
[00:39:58] happens to you or you think of something and perspective, always try to look at it
[00:40:02] from God's view and what he's trying to set up for you that you might not even know
[00:40:09] what's going on. It was a big blessing, bro. It was a really really big blessing for
[00:40:15] And again, I'm not trying to say here because I've seen it was pinned by like discrimination,
[00:40:20] not in the religion.
[00:40:21] I'm not trying to put a religion on anybody.
[00:40:22] I'll just take a tour.
[00:40:23] I've seen the Muslim culture in order to be beautiful.
[00:40:26] I'm honestly Christian.
[00:40:27] I see a lot of people also last, I think it was last Sunday when I said that I would like to
[00:40:33] like fast and stop like that people took it.
[00:40:34] So you're going to be a wrong way, I think.
[00:40:36] I think a lot of people, you know, I love people.
[00:40:39] It's very extensive to the subject of religion, which I understand.
[00:40:42] understand, I really truly do understand that because I think it's always going to be the biggest
[00:40:47] conflict in this world. For ever, I really truly do believe that. But, you know, I think if you're
[00:40:55] real men of God, no matter what really in your, you're always going to have respect for other
[00:41:00] people and other religions. That's just, it's just very simple. And it was beautiful for
[00:41:07] seen everything happen and it was amazing bro. It was amazing. I really feel like I really
[00:41:15] felt good and just I don't know why. Some of the people, it was that something in the year.
[00:41:21] So that's that day when all humans were all humans, we all come from from a, okay,
[00:41:27] maybe I shouldn't say that. But we all come from one place and that's that. It's like
[00:41:35] we all have, we all have our pages in a book, but it's written different. How about that?
[00:41:42] That's how I should put it, you know what I mean? Yes, I just came up with that off of the dome. I did.
[00:41:47] Yes, I know I'm a poet. Yes, I'm about to speak in front of big crowds. Yes, I'm about to,
[00:41:53] yes, I got invited to do a TED talk and speak about because I might be just getting so much better now.
[00:41:57] and yeah.
[00:41:59] Stop, stop, stop, stop.
[00:42:04] Just stop talking, okay, nice.
[00:42:10] I guess I'll talk in a long stream, okay, nice, nice, nice.
[00:42:13] No, I'm not a good side, okay, it was amazing, bro.
[00:42:16] It was really, really amazing, it really, really was,
[00:42:18] really, really was, yeah, but
[00:42:20] W reading in book 20 minutes today, stop question mark, okay.
[00:42:25] Um, so I am a philanthroper. I have a feeling general what is week. I don't have to talk to all that week. You know,
[00:42:30] so that people go and have some stuff going on. I have a philanthroper.
[00:42:33] We're a real talk, you know. I don't know how I'm doing philanthroper. Family good.
[00:42:36] Like what's happening then? Talking about.
[00:42:40] Talking about. And don't just say good. I just like, yo, yo, yo, what the hell will say bro?
[00:42:45] Hot on. What the hell will say bro? You can book right now?
[00:42:49] My biggest difference between America and Europe. The biggest biggest difference is this.
[00:42:54] Okay, you and America, right?
[00:42:56] Watch this, not on the side right now.
[00:42:57] No, because you're on the wrong wheel, I'm in real.
[00:42:59] If you're in America, and you are guns on money, anybody can go to the store and
[00:43:06] store whatever it is.
[00:43:07] You're hiding over how you've been.
[00:43:09] I've got no fatastic, but I've had enough.
[00:43:11] You're in a maze.
[00:43:12] I've had the take care of a sea of light, right?
[00:43:13] Go on in the way.
[00:43:14] Or or or or.
[00:43:16] You walk into a closed grocery store, grocery store.
[00:43:19] Hey, hey, you don't get a maze.
[00:43:20] I don't get a maze in.
[00:43:21] Okay, take care.
[00:43:22] take care. What? What? Because you know a damn world, bro. You're not doing
[00:43:30] amazing most of the time, bro. Let's be honest here. In Europe, I mean,
[00:43:37] so in Europe, if you go up to a body and you say, I'm lost to a limit. If you go
[00:43:42] if you go up to a body and you say, ah, hey, how you doing? They're going to be like,
[00:43:46] I'm being honest, I'm not really feeling too well, man. I'm not really doing too good
[00:43:51] You know, so what I'm trying to ask for is bro, how are you doing?
[00:43:57] I don't want you to say good if you don't feel good.
[00:43:59] If you feel bad, you're still back.
[00:44:01] If you feel good, you're still good.
[00:44:03] But don't just tell me if you feel good because you don't feel good.
[00:44:09] Thanks, sir.
[00:44:17] There it is, there it is. You see that?
[00:44:19] You see that look at that. Look at that. Look at that. Look at that. Look at that. Horrible. I feel bad. I feel bad. I feel bad.
[00:44:25] Blast from another little cave. Amazing. I guess good. I mean, I have a tummy ache right now. Okay, I let me know that there. Let me know that.
[00:44:30] So I can I can beat him with that. I shouldn't still. I'm sorry for him. I'm a Sasha. What you need? You need what?
[00:44:37] You need me to do it if he's on food. What else? Need a little rub like a little back rub, a little back scratch.
[00:44:42] I really hope you're feeling good about it. I really hope you're not feeling good. We
[00:45:07] So it's all be blessed to be a lot, bro.
[00:45:09] It's all be very, very blessed to be a lot, for sure.
[00:45:11] I really, really appreciate you know what I'm saying.
[00:45:13] So really, it's a lot of feel, it's a good to be a lot of feel, it's a good to be
[00:45:21] well healthy, bro.
[00:45:22] You know what I'm saying?
[00:45:23] If anybody's going through some stuff, pray for him, pray for him, pray for your family,
[00:45:28] pray for everybody else.
[00:45:29] Don't even pray for yourself sometimes, you know what I'm saying?
[00:45:31] Just pray for other people when an everything will come back to you slowly, you know what I'm
[00:45:34] saying?
[00:45:35] But really mean it, though.
[00:45:36] and I really, really do need it.
[00:45:43] How is what I can have to,
[00:45:44] you know, right in this game bro,
[00:45:45] I just go, bro, I can't believe all,
[00:45:47] I can't believe my crest.
[00:45:49] I was hanging upside on the core of praying,
[00:45:51] I said, please don't let my leg be cut in half,
[00:45:54] I know, cause my leg was really hurt in bro.
[00:45:56] My leg was like really really hurt in my ambience, bro.
[00:46:01] Stop laughing.
[00:46:02] Now, I don't know why people are laughing bro,
[00:46:04] I don't understand what's funny about that.
[00:46:06] I really don't understand why I'm like, I'm not surprised at all, I'll be honest.
[00:46:15] Okay. You suck at driving. I promise you I'm tough, I'm tough, I'm in the...
[00:46:20] For tough, I'm in the chair now. Tough, I'm in the chair now, for sure.
[00:46:24] I know Joe, you were smiling. I wasn't smiling. I was putting on a token gift and driving.
[00:46:31] I like they you are them.
[00:46:32] But you don't be able to record our swears, I'll prove you wrong, no style.
[00:46:38] And I'll talk about the style when I style wrong.
[00:46:41] Because you are, you're a fucking con.
[00:46:44] You are con, I should put you in jail, you little fraud.
[00:46:47] Shut your bone ass up.
[00:46:51] How about you, how are you?
[00:46:54] That was trash, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, okay?
[00:47:00] Okay, okay, I wasn't cursing. I literally wasn't cursing built the series of milk.
[00:47:07] Um,
[00:47:09] stuff.
[00:47:15] Let's see this, okay. Let's do a little different work.
[00:47:18] So I'm not going to watch out today. Usually I prepare to use a new channel.
[00:47:21] I have like some, some call to talk about, but it's been a long day.
[00:47:24] No excuse, but again, being really, you know what I mean?
[00:47:26] We have too much play to talk about from our Sunday stream. So let's do this. Okay, how about this for the first time?
[00:47:31] I'm gonna search up. What is the verse of the day today? What is the verse of nature? Okay, let's search out. What is the verse of the day?
[00:47:40] verse of
[00:47:42] verse of
[00:47:45] Oh my god, it's like a viral death song. Have you ever thought about that or not?
[00:47:49] Yo, give me a 10 give the out of Sam. Please don't take it. Give me a 10. Give me a 10.
[00:47:53] Verse in the day today, okay, let's see, the verse in the day is the Luke 1, 4, 6, 4, 7.
[00:47:59] It says, and Mary said, ma soul, man passed the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God,
[00:48:05] my Savior.
[00:48:06] And it is a daily manner of praise, gratitude, and find and joy in salvation, all my
[00:48:12] God.
[00:48:13] Oh, my God.
[00:48:15] Yo, have you ever, or what God?
[00:48:18] Like, yo, how weird is that?
[00:48:21] Yo, how weird, yo, how weird is that, huh?
[00:48:26] Not weird, scary, I mean.
[00:48:28] Brother, did I not, did I not just come here and say
[00:48:32] the past few days, I felt super grateful for some reason.
[00:48:36] And then when I sit here and I search of a bird's
[00:48:38] and have nothing planned, so God made me search something up.
[00:48:41] Yeah, you make think of, I'm like, go to a given to this.
[00:48:43] Then I search it up with the bird's days.
[00:48:45] If it's about being grateful, what?
[00:48:51] Like, oh, this, I don't know if y'all, y'all, y'all think about stuff like this,
[00:48:54] but this is the type of stuff that makes me go so much deeper to my faith
[00:48:58] because tell me all verses in the Bible.
[00:49:00] That was the one verse I just got.
[00:49:02] You tell me how.
[00:49:03] Not Kevin Harris, think for the big five, who's in it?
[00:49:06] You tell me how, bro.
[00:49:07] The same way I told y'all before.
[00:49:10] Sometimes we need to go do something,
[00:49:12] or whatever it is, you skip on a church.
[00:49:14] See a skip on a surf like weeks and weeks. It was just push it away. You push it out away and push it away
[00:49:17] You're push everything with religion and faith in and everything's new right and then you go you know what you know what
[00:49:23] My mom and everybody's time to go to church. They have to go to church
[00:49:26] And they take it a church you sit down or something force you're gonna church adding
[00:49:30] But you want to go for it. That's a real thought, right?
[00:49:33] You sit there
[00:49:35] And it's the Sunday and you just like you start listening
[00:49:38] listening.
[00:49:39] Brother, all of a sudden, God preaches everything, every single thing you've thought about
[00:49:46] for weeks and months and months, like, just don't ask something like that.
[00:49:49] And he could have spoke about anything, literally anything in a Bible, but he speaks about
[00:49:54] that one thing that told me somebody's going to do that, but I mean, please tell me, bro,
[00:49:58] you're not giving that a big take, give the priest at it.
[00:50:02] How crazy is that?
[00:50:04] Like how crazy is that, bro?
[00:50:06] But you go through some stuff, you haven't read it about it a long time, you haven't read it for a long time, whatever it is, and you open it and you start reading it, and it reads you the exact thoughts you've been had to leave me.
[00:50:18] You know how scary that is? Like a good scary though, like it makes you really think that it's just like God is so good all the time, or like all the other time, and he hears you and he listens to you.
[00:50:29] and no matter how much you put you in my way, he stood there.
[00:50:33] He stood there the whole day, he stood there, he carried you.
[00:50:35] He stood there, carried him back, no matter what it is, bro.
[00:50:37] Now you might feel like you pushed out of waste so many, so many times.
[00:50:42] If you let him down, you think that you have, um, um, um,
[00:50:46] you think that you have to try to force from the waste for a new man on anus.
[00:50:50] I just no point in going back.
[00:50:51] But then the second, the second, the second, the second, you start going right back into.
[00:50:55] You realize that I'm listening this entire time.
[00:50:58] and he'll turn your life around right back to where it wasn't even better in a second, in an instant, bro,
[00:51:05] like literally in the case thing. So, um, it is really crazy, bro. It is really really crazy.
[00:51:14] Exxon like this, like, I have to say no in time. It literally had to have to say no in the other time.
[00:51:22] Let's see what else is said on this.
[00:51:23] Sorry, the joyful place that reminded us of lift up your spirit and rejoicing God goodness,
[00:51:32] particularly for salvation.
[00:51:34] Heartful worship, diverse encourages, magnifying the Lord above all else, folk knowledge,
[00:51:38] character and faithfulness.
[00:51:40] This verse provides a perspective of gratitude and worship suitable for starting the day with
[00:51:44] the grateful heart.
[00:51:45] Yes, always, always wake up, no matter what type of mood you're in, no matter if you
[00:51:51] I worked, you know, if you suffer two hours, if you wake up tomorrow, you're not
[00:51:58] having to have a stage for the big five.
[00:52:01] If you wake up tomorrow, God has blessed you enough of that day for you to be grateful
[00:52:07] for Him.
[00:52:08] You shall not say that alone, that alone right there, like that alone right there should
[00:52:16] be enough for you to be like, wow.
[00:52:19] I love you, God, amen, I guess it, I get that enough, because if you know how sometimes it's like,
[00:52:24] see how it horrible day, like thing after things happens, like, it could be anything.
[00:52:28] You wake up, you brush your teeth, first of all you set two hours.
[00:52:31] Then the next thing you know it, like the smallest thing, you stub your tongue.
[00:52:34] Now, you stub your tongue, you order Uber, you grab the bike, and they get it and you bite and go to work,
[00:52:39] and they see you in the back of the bike.
[00:52:42] The wheel list, what's it called again?
[00:52:46] There's a puncture on the wheel list, that we say it's punctured.
[00:52:48] also you can't take the bites and I got to spend money in the Uber now you're late to work
[00:52:52] now you get to work angry now you walk the whole day in the mood right?
[00:52:55] they come back home to you super tired because you just let two hours you spend more money
[00:52:59] than you really want to when you really don't have that much money and then all of a sudden
[00:53:03] maybe you go home and you've got to take care of your kids you've got to take care of school
[00:53:06] you've got to have another job wherever it is if you go to bed at the end you look up
[00:53:09] you think you know what this is one of the worst days I had in the middle on time
[00:53:12] so then automatically a lot of people that's into their faith they all have sudden start
[00:53:16] I'm not a believer in God.
[00:53:18] I'm like, I'm good.
[00:53:19] I've done it myself too.
[00:53:20] That should be real.
[00:53:21] You start blaming God.
[00:53:22] You're like, why?
[00:53:23] Why is all this happening like I just want to have a good day?
[00:53:25] I'm trying to have these bad days all the time back to back to back to back to back
[00:53:29] to back to back to back to back to back to back to back to back to back to back.
[00:53:31] No, it's wrong.
[00:53:33] God, I don't want you up that morning.
[00:53:36] So maybe the next time you stub your toe, maybe see if that's all I did.
[00:53:39] I'm not so, so I'll get a God.
[00:53:41] God, just test them you right now to see if you're still going to be happy that you're
[00:53:45] that day. Same with the wheel. Same with sleep for two hours and then you go to bed and
[00:53:51] listen to me right now. If you are I noticed of small, small things and it to be way
[00:53:55] bigger things but if you go to bed and you lay there at the end of that day right at
[00:54:02] end of that day you sit there and you really think you're like you know what any obstacle
[00:54:09] today that was in front of me I kind of just went through I went over it you know I'm
[00:54:14] saying and I went over and you know what happened and put a small amount of things again
[00:54:18] and for the next one, the next one, the next one, the next one, if you can't lay in bed at night
[00:54:22] and think, you know what, I did that and I didn't let anything get to me.
[00:54:26] You officially really accomplished a good day and I'm saying like you really have, you really have.
[00:54:31] So I think there's, isn't it like a verse again or something like an action because I'm not,
[00:54:35] I'm not the best at it, but it's a different verse, not verse, there's something
[00:54:39] And Bhagavan says, um, not be, not be aggravated, or somehow that, um, forgotten,
[00:54:47] which you, what is it again?
[00:54:49] It's like you basically should, you shouldn't get irritated or mad at anything.
[00:54:53] Like anything at all.
[00:54:54] Now, you should really just always be at like a level.
[00:54:57] It's something like that.
[00:54:58] I swear it is.
[00:54:59] What's script for this down, bro?
[00:55:09] wish one is it
[00:55:15] so yes, control yes, here
[00:55:21] is it
[00:55:23] I'm looking at the book which I want to say
[00:55:28] I used to read one a lot, I'm not going to first
[00:55:30] need to let scripture
[00:55:32] about angry
[00:55:35] here let's see
[00:55:39] Here, okay, whoever is slow to anger has great understanding, but he who has he has
[00:55:53] hasty temper, exhaust for you, okay, this is a very very advanced way of saying, okay,
[00:56:00] but it's basically whoever is slow, this is what I learned, I remember this in truth, okay,
[00:56:04] I don't know if there's one or if there are no.
[00:56:19] I remember this one in church.
[00:56:26] Yes, they were okay.
[00:56:28] It says, I remember my parents are telling me this one, it says, be slow to speak and be slow to
[00:56:37] anger.
[00:56:38] Okay?
[00:56:40] Be slow to speak, it's because it is.
[00:56:44] If somebody telling you something or you get mad or it is anything going on, like, you
[00:56:50] need to situation whatever it is, what is going to hurt in that one situation, you are
[00:56:55] mouth.
[00:56:56] like fully yourself. Bro, your mouth could put, I mean, y'all know me, but, that was gone,
[00:57:02] zero. You know how many times people get into trouble or problems just because of their
[00:57:07] mouth so many times. If you listen to people like they have to say first, no matter how
[00:57:14] imaginers and this goes together by the way, no matter how imaginers, if you just listen and
[00:57:20] be slow to speak, but also slow to anger, you will take in everything that you said.
[00:57:27] Here in slow to speak, think about the process that then you speak.
[00:57:35] The tongue can be poisoned.
[00:57:37] Facts.
[00:57:38] See where you saw the anger.
[00:57:39] What happens when you get angry with fast?
[00:57:41] You start doing the rational stuff, right?
[00:57:43] That's beyond it, see?
[00:57:44] I wanted him.
[00:57:45] I'm beyond it.
[00:57:46] You know, it was in relation for a very long time.
[00:57:49] a lot of time, especially relationships, even with your mom or if you go from work or whatever
[00:57:54] it is, you get it so fight.
[00:57:56] You build up that anger and sometimes you let that anger get the best out of you and boom,
[00:58:02] you say some stupid stuff that you don't mean or you do some stupid stuff, stupid that
[00:58:06] you don't mean, right?
[00:58:07] But then what happens hours and hours and hours later maybe you had a little fight about
[00:58:11] something that didn't really matter, you realize you're like, like, what did I just do?
[00:58:17] And I just do, then what you got on the state of damage already done.
[00:58:20] The damage already fully done to the person.
[00:58:24] So all this stuff could have been not happening at all.
[00:58:29] That's whatever you could have skipped that whole thing by just being so to speak.
[00:58:33] That's what they're aiming.
[00:58:35] How crazy is that?
[00:58:37] Like, is the most simple thing everybody's not in a way?
[00:58:41] Right?
[00:58:42] Does that make sense?
[00:58:45] If you really just let whoever is a screaming or speaking or thrown out of these bad words
[00:58:51] or doing something physical, whatever it is to you or to something, whatever it is, you
[00:58:56] know you have that regret feeling, a couple hours, they didn't because your body has slow
[00:59:00] down, your body has problems happening.
[00:59:02] Your mind that your brain has got to sit and then slow to speak because you're just thinking,
[00:59:08] sometimes it's good to not speak and just think, right?
[00:59:12] because you're processing your brain and then you do it and then you say it, right?
[00:59:17] So a lot of people like that does more damage than you think and you kid it.
[00:59:20] So I was the one waking, when you can make something not happening.
[00:59:25] There's like a word for that. What's the word for that, bro?
[00:59:28] I'm trying to think what the word is for that. You could have prevented it.
[00:59:36] Thank you. You could have prevented all that stuff in all that hurt.
[00:59:42] and all that extra stuff because I know in this chat there's a lot of people
[00:59:46] probably relationships or not but it's probably some people or not.
[00:59:52] There's probably one person or not.
[00:59:54] There's probably some people in this chat as highly suitable
[00:59:58] or have relationships whatever it is that um that you know have set some
[01:00:03] some nasty stuff to the partner or some dumb shifts in the
[01:00:05] partner that they never, ever mean because they truly do not love them and then you
[01:00:10] You know, hours later, you come back and talk about it, but then you're working on boyfriend,
[01:00:15] I've gotten really hurt by those words, you know what I'm saying to add, and they don't know if you mean you're not because they came out so much.
[01:00:22] Like fully, you know what I'm saying, so it is you who said at the end of the day, but they don't know what you mean, you only know.
[01:00:27] So if you were to the sort of speech and story to anger at that, I wouldn't have happened.
[01:00:31] They really wouldn't.
[01:00:33] So yeah, just be, be, be, be, go to speak, bro, be, slow to speak, be, slow to anger,
[01:00:39] um, compulsorayself or think before you say anything, no matter what situation is, even if it's
[01:00:45] a court or a boss, you know, people can get you mad, people can't get your nerves,
[01:00:53] it's normal, it's life.
[01:00:54] But try to just always keep patient and be good to yourself and maybe step away from situation,
[01:01:00] even if you've got to go into the bathroom to take your step outside to take your breather
[01:01:04] and let yourself relax a little bit.
[01:01:06] That's better than anything else, you know what I'm saying.
[01:01:08] Then you come back and now you, you're more clearly,
[01:01:10] and you're also going to be the bigger person,
[01:01:11] the end better person on top of that.
[01:01:13] So, stay the bigger person, stay the better person,
[01:01:15] be grateful.
[01:01:17] That is always going to be good to y'all,
[01:01:19] so long as you follow his footsteps,
[01:01:21] always, and forever, you know?
[01:01:24] So, yes.
[01:01:32] He knew it.
[01:01:33] that we are in the... that we are.
[01:01:38] I really do man, I'm super super good to be the decision.
[01:01:45] I know I keep saying it.
[01:01:47] I know sometimes everything sounds cool in that say.
[01:01:49] But I do am very, very, very, very grateful.
[01:01:53] And I give me blessings and I do not want to take for granted.
[01:01:56] And I want to do the best I can with it.
[01:01:58] And I want to be the best I can be.
[01:02:00] can be and the best I can be, so February, April, New month, New opportunities could
[01:02:09] small for thumbnail.
[01:02:22] Like, your is anything I do? You, love it about now.
[01:02:36] You, you, you, you, you, you okay.
[01:02:40] Seven days as hotel room, no, the locker.
[01:02:44] Nice, bro.
[01:02:45] Oh, cringey, okay.
[01:02:46] Listen, let's go back in town, bro.
[01:02:50] Now what I wanna do, I don't know why I have a feeling
[01:02:52] I wanna do this, bro.
[01:02:54] I can't even get into the garage, but,
[01:02:57] I just wanna, I just wanna rent the exact same price
[01:02:59] if you sometimes want to use the drive
[01:03:01] to the garage and the middle of the Nigerian road.
[01:03:04] I just want to drive the engine just sit outside the garage.
[01:03:06] Just to take that thing abroad, this was the time I used to go, I used to leave.
[01:03:11] I used to leave in about an hour and I used to go on stream, bro.
[01:03:14] And I used to just listen to music, I used to come home at 4am after the stream, bro.
[01:03:19] I just want to sit outside and just film what I'm snatched out of somewhere there, bro.
[01:03:23] I don't know why I just threw that at the stage, feeling like, I feel like,
[01:03:26] sorry, I'm on over the hour, bro. I feel like it's something, please fix what I have.
[01:03:29] I know I know I know I know I know I know, I know you're on me, please keep being on me.
[01:03:32] I'm a bag out right now for that sort of, bro.
[01:03:34] I felt like sometimes that's the stuff that grounds me, even if I can't even get in, but like
[01:03:38] going back to exactly what I was doing to just see how, well, Jake in and right to
[01:03:44] tell me that today, it was in the car, right, it was in the car, do you understand, I don't
[01:03:50] think people understand bro, that's how, that's how I know like a lot of times these
[01:03:54] days, I've seen people day, they like do the whole struggle a bit or like the whole
[01:04:02] Holdments but whatever it is for like to make you seem like to get the views really
[01:04:07] It's I get it bro. I go ahead, but I guess that's the method nowadays, but you don't say it
[01:04:10] But bro, I'm I dead as like no joke for about six months straight like straight
[01:04:17] But like I'll be done playing a bro people don't understand if you didn't watch me back in a day
[01:04:21] Whether I lived here in my mind right in the in town
[01:04:25] I got to garage all the way out 40 minutes away from you
[01:04:28] because that was the only place I could shoot my, it was like 300 bucks a month or
[01:04:33] like that. And Jay told me to tell you it was like, well it's so crazy because
[01:04:39] the sun goes down like 3 p.m. at 4 p.m. at like during this time and this
[01:04:42] one I used to stream back there day in a garage. And I would also wake up to
[01:04:46] stream our stream the American time because I knew one day I was going to
[01:04:50] move to America, so I wanted to set up that time right from my viewers. So this
[01:04:53] was the time I used to go, take the train, 45 minutes away, hop my bike, cycle
[01:04:58] 20 minutes getting the right string from about three hours because that was my time limit at
[01:05:02] time.
[01:05:03] The string from like 12 like three for him, then the next string didn't go until five
[01:05:08] of him in the morning so he just sit outside the train station for about an hour.
[01:05:12] From five to the end, on a hot spring train, I would get home by 5.25, go up, sleep, it's like
[01:05:19] three p.m., that would wake up when it was already dark outside.
[01:05:22] Because I had to get my eight hours and go to the gym, come back home playing, do all my
[01:05:26] He says stuff go back to the train and all like they in day out day in day out day in day out day in day out day in day
[01:05:34] I'm not even kidding bro. I
[01:05:35] Bro, there was about too much energy to some I swear it sounds so dramatic
[01:05:39] But Jake would mind me to the other side, whether there was a time where he would call me in my my I would literally have like black
[01:05:46] I psyched under my eyes because I didn't see the sun
[01:05:50] I literally didn't see the sun for a while
[01:05:52] Like it sounds insane, but I've been in it, like I've literally did it.
[01:05:57] And I used to like, I was skinny as hell, I used to live a old bar.
[01:06:00] I got noticed, like, I got noticed, but like, it's like insane.
[01:06:03] It's like, that's why I used to do back then, but if it didn't feel like crazy,
[01:06:07] even if I forgot to do it even more back then, because that was my life, that was a normal life.
[01:06:10] So it's like, I think that's why we've passed to each other and feel the hell of a feeling.
[01:06:15] because from that to be a mom and guitar, sitting business class, getting everything
[01:06:25] certain, a platter to me, having a driver that takes many, to a life is like, it just doesn't
[01:06:32] feel real problem.
[01:06:33] It just doesn't feel real problem.
[01:06:34] It just doesn't feel real, so I want to make sure I always keep myself grounded and
[01:06:37] move it in.
[01:06:38] Let that stuff get to my head, so I'm going to do that tonight probably, but I'm going to
[01:06:41] I won't do that tonight, if I'm not too tired of it.
[01:06:43] Anyway, shout me out right now.
[01:06:45] I love your voice name.
[01:06:46] Stay up here, we're going to be friends.
[01:06:48] Everybody buy your hands, no matter what religion you will,
[01:06:51] no matter what it is, bro.
[01:06:52] I will play over you, always in front of a bro, okay?
[01:07:01] They're Lord, I just want to thank God for letting you be here
[01:07:06] and wake up another day to feel your blessings God
[01:07:09] and being in front of my community to talk about,
[01:07:12] talk about you and hiking and pet people garden.
[01:07:15] How people should have in their life got to,
[01:07:17] to guide you, they're in a better way, God.
[01:07:21] God, I want to thank you for these past few days,
[01:07:23] thank God, experience, thank for the blessings,
[01:07:25] thank God for letting me achieve my dreams.
[01:07:27] And with my family being alone and journey,
[01:07:30] God, I thank you for everybody in the chat.
[01:07:32] I pray that their families stay healthy
[01:07:35] and I pray that their minds and body feels great.
[01:07:38] I like places they have a bright future ahead of them and if they're going to anything God
[01:07:42] I pray that you watch over them and take care of them just much you do for me
[01:07:45] It's my family God. I think everything I pray for this new month that is it's gonna do good
[01:07:50] You know, I'm gonna keep a prisoner as usual and work even harder
[01:07:53] I think if everything you have to me please forgive us all of our sins
[01:07:58] Amen
[01:08:00] Amen
[01:08:02] I mean I mean I mean I mean I mean I
[01:08:04] Love y'all boys man. Slake, you know to do bro
[01:08:07] channel streamed more and then I'm sure it was the Italy okay. You're being with the big thank
[01:08:12] you if the man y'all want to create that. Let me tell you what I mean. Debbie I'll have a little bit
[01:08:17] join the comment with you like that and yeah man, stay blessed y'all. Stay blessed. They
[01:08:23] have been dodged great. Always a forever okay. I'll paint like you want to see Permanent
[01:08:27] because okay, there's still subs and nice. Time to play tomorrow. If you have the time
[01:08:35] I wouldn't need a life either. I will I will I will take a shot. I would binge I'll take a shooting. I'm because then I'm sure I'll I'll take it. I'll always have right now. Okay. I love that voice
[01:08:45] Empty today
[01:08:50] This streamer the streamer work goes to Marley
[01:08:53] You know, it's been a long year. I just want to start by picking God. He's kept me grounded, kept my faith.
[01:09:10] Shout out to him through his team, my community. I want to be able to watch all. I want to say last name of that.
[01:09:17] There's a lot of doubters, a lot of haters always, I was going to talk, but they're not the one staying on the stage, so I'm pretty sure it's all right, thank you.
[01:09:47] We earned our right call with us
[01:09:52] And now we're gonna finish our way
[01:09:55] But we've decided to send our best
[01:09:59] Because you know we're the same
[01:10:02] As well as things I can tell