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oh boys and girls what is good what's good boys and girls what is good right how are we doing
How we fucking doing man?
What's good?
M3 was good
M3 was good. I have to have to have the chat right there. So you know I'm saying was good y'all man
Listen Sunday
It's my last stream in London. It's been a great fucking week. So I swear into the language
It's been a really really good week
And yeah, bro, it's been a really, really, really good week in the U.K.
We're on, I stayed over a few days, sorry, a little bit tomorrow.
Still sick, but getting a little bit better, you know, I've been sleeping all day,
it's like even sleeping.
But if you don't know, every Sunday I talk about God, I talk about like real
thoughts and feelings and emotions and stuff like that.
And then we get right back to when I get to back to LA.
So, uh, yeah, welcome. Hopefully I had a good week. Hope you had the blessed week.
Y'all robe was the big five gifted.
I'm gonna be honest. I thought there was going to be, um,
a announcement in 30 minutes. It looked like they already dropped it.
Um, so we're just going to go ahead and watch it real quick, bro.
We're just going to get a watch real quick. Let me see if I can find it.
Let me see if I can find it bro.
Let me see if I can find it.
Anyone know where is that?
I'm not controlling it because I got it text like an hour ago, but I don't know dude.
Do anyone know where is that?
Alright I got it.
I got it.
I got it.
I got it.
I got it.
I got it.
I got it.
I got it.
Alright let's see.
Let's see.
Let's see.
Let's see.
Let's see.
Alright here it is.
Alright let's watch together.
Let's watch together man. Let's watch together. Let's watch together. Sorry for the chopped little, you know what I'm saying, but here we go.
I haven't seen it. My first song.
Oh, my God!
We need to get out of here!
Oh, what?
Five minutes!
Oh, my God!
I don't want to go that way!
I understand.
Oh, boy!
What would you like to come?
Oh, my God!
I need some to get a voice job.
I've got to get a voice job.
I'm not here.
I need to get a voice job.
Thank you.
We're all Russian.
Not you.
I get a f*** for this, though.
I think that every soldier do...
There's a clue.
I think I'll let you say that.
What?
What?
Is it?
I'm not speaking.
Oh what the f***?
Wait, why is it...
What the f***?
Wait, how?
Do you have a YouTube video?
Oh, YouTube, yeah.
It's a bit easy.
Any men are respect to it.
I was watching some YouTube, mother.
I don't know the nickname, but...
It's a bit easy.
Oh, I think I'll let you say that.
I'll let you say that.
I'm not speaking.
I think I'll let you say that.
I don't want to leave now, but...
Wait, right there.
Yes!
This one's mine.
Feel hot, great.
I respect 250 backpacks!
Hey!
Hey!
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
Your boy is on fucking Netflix.
Woo!
Let's fucking go.
Finally, bro.
Oh my God.
Finally, bro.
Golly.
Your boy is officially on Netflix, bro.
My, my mate.
My, my mate.
You know what I mean?
Not gonna lie, obviously my community definitely knew.
Of course they knew.
You all find out, that's the second I found out.
I y'all know y'all some fucking detectives.
But it feels good to finally be able to say it.
I'm on Netflix.
It's coming out in March.
It's gonna be huge, gonna be huge, huge, huge thing.
And it's a great season.
Personally, I've watched all the season.
I think it's the best one.
I'm not just saying like something in it,
but I really think y'all should watch it.
But without you just saying about the fact, the fact that, um,
where I've come from, bro,
and all jokes aside for me to be on Netflix, like Netflix,
like you're going to be able to watch me, your boy on the big TV screen, bro.
On Netflix. You can really scroll through and watch that shit, bro. Like,
you know how, you know how crazy that is? Like,
do you know how crazy that is, bro?
That shit is so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so crazy, bro.
So I can finally say it, it's going to be a lot, bro.
So I wanted to talk to y'all about that now for a little minute.
I filmed it, it was for a week straight, obviously.
And I was gone, couldn't stream, couldn't do nothing, obviously I was under India.
I couldn't-
I really, really, really hope so, bro.
My back, someone call, someone call, someone call, someone call my back, my back.
Really, really hope y'all are proud of me, bro, you know what I'm saying, because it
was a lot like, I remember getting the offer first, they was like, I want to be on inside,
I was like, yo, y'all want to be on inside, hell, y'all want to be on inside.
Then they asked me, they were like, okay, do you want to be on the US version or
UK version and I said UK version because honestly I'm from Europe so like I
felt like that would like be easier for me and also like I've been watching UK
creators since I was like a little kid so and he's like the first one so I
fuck I'm gonna be on the UK one so I was one of I think one of two Americans
there that was like from outside UK and yeah bro fire very very very very
fire bro very fire so I'm super excited I cannot wait for y'all to
watch it. It's going to be a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot of stuff happening
around it. Of course, like press wash, like press runs, Netflix, so like March, I'm telling
you right now it's going to be very, very, very packed out. And obviously, as everybody
know, from that incident, stuff like that, you know what I'm saying? We all know it's
just going to be even more pressure, which is fine, you know what I'm saying? But
I'm going to say this right now, I'm not going to talk too much about it because
We're gonna watch every episode together and I got I want it like right now
I'm not gonna say too much, but like there's gonna be a lot of stuff around it. You know I'm saying
But just know you know
That it's gonna be fun. It's gonna be fun. I cannot wait to watch out watch all
Have y'all watch moving bro. I cannot wait. I cannot wait, but um, yeah
It's a huge huge huge huge big huge thing January February has already been such a blessing and been going really really well for me
So that coming up in March is going to be huge as well as Barley,
Barley League and bro, it's just going to be,
it's going to be a big few months coming up, bro. I pray, of course I pray.
But yeah, yeah, bro. That'd be, bro.
That'd be, that'd be, oh my God.
Finally, bro. Gee, I can finally like, well, and say, bro, bro,
do you know how many times do you know how many times people leak?
that shit. Do you remember in Qatar when we literally had an interview in a photo
shoot and the guy, the guy, what's it called? The guy that took the pictures.
He's like, bro, long time no see, bro. I was like, yeah, good to see you, bro.
He's like, bro, like, the inside go good? I was like, what? Like, what are you
saying? And the biggest one, the biggest one, I'm not, but the biggest one was
Jason we was literally on live and he fully just said it he fully said it fully
said I was on this line I was like brother what are you doing I looked
at him dead in the face I was like are you good like you are a sped like you're
actually sped bro but um yeah I'm very very excited I'm very grateful um it's
gonna be a good season it's gonna be a really good season and um all I'm
gonna say is this uh yeah it's gonna be a good season bro it's gonna be a
really good season oh shoot I still have my ass on my damn it excuse me excuse me excuse me excuse me
give me one sec give me one sec voice give me one sec give me one sec my bad my bad my bad
there we go there we go sorry boys one sec
But yeah, she'd be good.
Honestly, you know what the craziest part is?
I swore my life.
20 minutes before I started streaming, like literally 20 minutes ago, I found out.
I get from the producer.
She goes, just so you know, we're dropping the announcement today in 30 minutes.
I said, what?
What do you mean?
What do you mean we're dropping it in 30 minutes?
So I thought oh god, I didn't even know I was prepared for nothing. I had no idea like everything's been super super super late
I just found out few days ago when it's actually coming out and stuff
I knew it's like somewhere in March April, but I didn't know when
But um, yeah, um, so that's all I wanted to say I can only do I'm gonna be on stream for about 15 more minutes
Because there's actual stuff I need to go do before this because I can't say what but they're releasing some more stuff in the actual
You'll see in like Larry literally in like 20 minutes
You know I'm saying so I gotta go actually fix some stuff with that, but like I mean you probably make sense
I just didn't know what to do on this. So if I knew I would have seen a little bit earlier, but I'm think I will only do
And I'm
Gushing gushing today newest, but yeah, I want to talk to a little about it, bro
I really really really really do wrong super. I'm super super super super proud of myself from being honest
I'm looking back at all the things I've accomplished so far
I want to talk about this more we get back home on desktop
But because then it'll be more blown out of proportion portion everybody can see in it. But I am proud of myself. I really am
in
Directing that to to God. It's like, you know, this was I used to pray for a lot of this stuff
I didn't I didn't say I'm not saying I used to pray for all let me pray on be on Netflix. I didn't but like the
The way that my career has went and things I've been through during all that stuff instead of short amount of time
It's a blessing for sure.
In Netflix, it's like, that's like a level going
from like, you know, creator stuff to like,
like main stuff.
And that's, I think that's where obviously like,
my career has been going and taking off too.
So it's a big blessing and I do want to say,
none of this will be possible without y'all at all,
likely with like, at all, nothing.
It's all my viewers, especially in here
in my Twitch chats every single day,
whatever I do, whenever I do it, throughout, you know, all the dumb stuff I'm doing, all
the dumb stuff I will be doing, you know, I'm always going to be, I'm always going to
say, everybody always going to say no and make mistakes.
But yeah, bro, I do appreciate y'all a lot.
I really, really, really do.
And this is when I have the possible, so thank you, thank you to God.
And yeah, I'm excited, bro, I'm super, super excited for this year.
And that's one of the big things that I would look forward to a lot.
So, yeah, bro, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
But anyways, man, talking about God, talking about religion, talking about faith, I do this
every Sunday for a little bit.
I dedicate an hour out the day today, 30 more, like 30 minutes, where I speak about God, speak
about life, speak about actual stuff that's going on and how y'all feel on my community
field because I think it's very, very important.
Another thing that I'm speaking about important stuff, I'm not well, I don't want to say
I don't want to say his name wrong, but let me see if I say this correct.
Yeah, there it is.
Speaking about that, since a lot of people, you know, when it comes to whatever it is,
I didn't see this. I didn't know who it was. I'm not gonna lie. I don't watch NFL like that. But you know, Ron Delmore
I
Just seen that he passed away
for mental mental health issues and
Obviously nobody knew what he went through and stuff like that
But he's NFL player was NFL player that took his own life
And I did see that I think it was yesterday or this morning
It's just very very crazy, bro. It's very conversion piece
our previous family, our previous loved ones and people that were close to him, but talking
about, you know, God and stuff like that and being guided into the right direction is like,
whatever, it'd be hard, bro.
Like people have a very, very, very hard time.
You know, all of a sudden, everybody looks at people or wherever it is in whatever industry.
It could be if you're behind closed doors, it could be, you know, somebody could look
very happy, very joyful, whatever you do, they have all the money in the world, they have
no money in the world.
It could be whatever situation and you will never, ever, ever know people go through it.
You know what I'm saying?
Ever.
So I just want to say rest in peace with him.
I want to say to y'all, anybody that's watching this, women, men, boys, girls, whatever
it is, whatever age, no matter where you're at, take your health serious, whatever
mentally, physically, spiritually, everything, you can call this performing
whatever it is, but we're in the topic of God and topic of, you know, on on the
Sunday where we talk about more about that real stuff. So rest in peace,
hopefully you'll also always see that as a sign to, you know what I'm saying, go
talk to somebody, whatever it is, even if it's a small problem, a big problem.
But yeah, ma'am, um, yeah, I just want to say that real quick and, uh, yeah, um, talk
about God as well.
Another thing that I'm going to be honest that I have not have that much like inside
on inside.
You know what I'm saying?
Okay.
Inside on is, um, Lent, I'm going to be honest, I never, I never really got into
that bro, like ever until now. Like I don't really know the full practice of it, but they
do my research as much as I could. I know it's when Jesus was 40 days in the desert,
and as shall I know, there's only 30 seconds of ads, I'm sorry, that's the lowest I can
gold so those I can go bro so yeah I didn't know about it bro I actually didn't
know too much about it but I also looked into it correct me if I'm wrong it
is a Catholic practice am I right right
it's a Catholic practice okay make sense make sense make sense make sense make
sense so damn so everything really really happened at same time Ramadan
Lent
Chinese New Year, and it's the it's the year the horse. I don't think it's ever been the year at horse, right?
It's pretty crazy. It's pretty pretty pretty crazy, bro. It's a very very very very crazy
Very crazy, but um, yeah, I feel good. How do y'all feel? How y'all been feeling this week?
How y'all been feeling this week chat?
How y'all been feeling this week y'all been feeling good?
Honestly, we haven't had this in like two weeks, so the past two weeks, how am I feeling?
Stress, good.
Like, I know people are like fasting, you know, all religions.
I know people are, you know, it's a very hectic, hectic part of the year, so to make
sure y'all are chilling, bless the bless.
When we're done going good, I like that.
I like that.
I like that a lot.
Stress, I get it, bro.
I get it, bro.
Work has been going well.
I like that, bro.
I like that.
I like that.
I like that, good, good, good, good, good, good.
Okay, I like that, bro.
Very lost, understandable, understandable.
Graduated, okay.
I'm going to school, it's a hard time.
Yeah, I get it, bro.
I mean, I'm gonna say this right now.
I think January and February is for sure
they're like the most stressful points of the year.
Especially for me, at least,
I don't know about Shaw, if y'all can agree or disagree,
let me know.
But you know, I do want to say this,
I think don't be too harsh on yourself
because it's the start of the year.
So like you kind of go into the new year,
put a lot of pressure on yourself,
even if that school work or whatever it is,
like, oh, I got to do this better than last year.
I got to do this, I got to do this, I got to do that.
And then you kind of like in that February,
beginning of March mode, which I'm at,
where I feel like, okay,
I'm looking back at my goals already in January.
I'm like, okay, am I doing everything right?
Am I doing everything I should do?
Am I doing everything I set up to do?
And then that kind of stressed me out more.
And then when it stressed you out more, you do less.
Because you're like, I didn't even want to do none of it now.
You know what I'm saying?
So all I'm going to say is just don't let it affect you too much.
Just do better than you did yesterday.
That's all I'm saying.
I think one big thing I've learned is
which probably you've seen a lot.
For example, for this year, trying to wake up
and just be kind of like think of OK.
like that as I wake up and I'm like, okay, what did I do yesterday?
What I do yesterday, right?
So say I woke up, I didn't make my bed.
Like it sounds corny.
Then today I'm like, okay, let me go up today
and make my bed because I'm already doing better
than I was yesterday.
So just as a human in your mind,
your like levels of like, how do you explain it?
Feeling like you've accomplished something feels better.
You see what I'm saying?
So you're like, oh, damn, that's good.
So I wouldn't just, I wouldn't try to like think too far
about it or to ahead just do your best, bro. Stay in your word, not gonna lie. I'm
be fully, fully honest. It's been one of those months for me where I haven't been
too much of my word. I really haven't. And I could use some advice from y'all,
bro. I'm beyond this. You know, I'm saying I always give advice and stuff
like that, but I haven't been too much into my word. I haven't been reading
the Bible as much and it sucks. Like I don't feel I don't feel like I'm
Like shine away from it, but you know life happens and then that's what I blame it on my oh damn
I didn't have time yesterday, and then that kind of
Keeps going the spiraling more and more and then all of a sudden 30 days later. They're like I read the Bible two times this month like
They say I went to church twice whatever like having big church this month. I haven't I'm just being honest
I was being fully honest, so it sucks. It gives me anxiety gives me a lot a lot anxiety
I think I think one of the things I sometimes forget it's like have you ever done this read
a chat reading chat don't be too harsh on yourself I know I know I know I know slow down a little
bit I know it can happen you human try doing a routine the morning I used to do that a lot
bro I used to do that a lot and I want to get back to it but I think like let me know if
If you often like this too, sometimes I focus on, so say there's like levels to whatever
you got going on.
Say there's school, say there's work, say there's homework, then say there's football,
then say there's hanging out with your friends, whatever it is, right?
So then, you know, say you're slacking at one of those, you start doing, you start
doing work, you start doing work, and then you did work for like five hours.
You know, okay, good, I've caught up on work now.
But then at the same time, you've been slacking up your relationship with God as well.
So then the next day I sit there and think about, I'm like, why would I not do, why would
I not read a Bible first?
Why would not go to my word first?
Why would I not listen to the gospel music first?
Why would I do anything to do with my relationship with God first, and instead of like second,
third, fourth, whatever it is, right?
Because I'm like, chat, I'm doing this, I'm like, I'm sitting here, I'm doing
my schedule.
on my notes so I had this note while I have the different things.
I have clothing, I have streaming, I have gym, so all these stuff and you know how you
can pin notes, right?
I'm not kidding.
It's not even funny, but then I have one note and it says got, it just says got.
I click on it and it's just empty.
It's been like that for two months.
It's started here.
I'm not, I'm not telling you.
I'm just being fully honest right here.
It's been like that.
It's been empty for two months.
So I'm filling all the other things out and I'm like, okay, let me go fill
my notes out like whatever side I'm caught up on everything and then I go
back to my notes and like God is still not filled out what I remember filled
out wanted to fill out what I should do everything to get closer what I should
read every day or the chapter I should read how I should be doing to get
closer to God you know I'm saying so then I'm like I always give the advice
to put God first and like before anything no matter how stress you is
put him first and everything else second everything else second everything
It could bro you could be 30 minute late for work 30 minutes day for work
I think you should still be really here by before work because it literally calm you down throughout the day
So it's like sometimes I'm like slacking. I've been slacking on that. Bye. Bye put
By putting by putting him first and it sucks and really really really suck
I think like I'm in my head about that a lot nowadays
I've been struggling to like
Find find my way back. You know, I'm so busy or what I'm doing right now with streaming and trying to like be good and
Be scheduling because since then all the stuff and traveling whatever like you see I'm like making up excuses
So it's like I got it just I
Guess
Make my time right for that if that makes sense
But yeah, I mean, so I don't know if you ever went through that where you kind of like feel like you're not like really in the
in the faith space and like how you got back to it.
But I'm really trying to find my way back
to doing that first always, you know what I'm saying forever.
But small steps don't overwhelm yourself.
I know, I know, I've been doing that a lot, Loki.
I've been doing that a lot.
I got a TV series.
It's based on the gospel, it's called It's So So.
Oh, I know, I heard about that, I have heard about that.
So sometimes I feel not productive
with God, I need to keep myself grounded.
So that's important, yeah, facts.
It's hard for us to take time, go through the way, facts.
Take time for your stuff you need, 11 months.
But yeah, but it's like, you know what I'm saying,
like, oh, it's like, sometimes you reflect on things.
And for example, it's insight thing when I did it.
And now when it came out, you know, people,
I'm already seeing, I'm getting hella texts and stuff,
but like people starting to see it, it's like,
you forget, you think about it, you're like,
damn, how did I even get here?
But it's because of God, bro.
And it was because of my faith and it was because of my prayers.
So like, are you like, that's like, that's like leaving,
it's like you're leaving your,
you're leaving your day once back, back, back in the hood.
Like, you know what I'm saying?
I was like, it's like you're, you're not in trouble with this.
So like, it's leaving your day once.
Oh, that God issue day one matter of fact,
it's not your day one.
He's your day zero.
He put you on this earth.
You know what I'm saying?
Like, so I wouldn't even have this order.
So I wouldn't even have that without, without,
Without it's just like damn bro, like find your way back to that ASAP because the second
you forget that is the second you forget about life in my opinion, you know what I mean?
That's really how it is.
So I'm trying to find my way back.
I'm doing really well.
Like my mental feels strong.
I feel good.
I feel pretty, I feel strong.
One thing I'm snacking on crazy my physique and like my physical health.
But you know, we're getting there.
We're getting there.
We're getting there.
But I feel good.
I feel good.
Mentally I feel really, really good.
I feel like I'm doing well.
I feel like I'm taking everything slow, steady.
I'm thinking before I speak.
I'm thinking before I do anything stupid.
Eh, oh god, maybe that's in the middle a little bit.
But yeah, I'm trying to at least, trying to.
But yeah, I feel good.
I do feel good.
I feel good.
I just wanna keep it pushing.
I wanna do better.
I wanna do even better.
You know what I'm saying?
I wanna do even better.
I wanna do even better, bro.
But yeah, I feel good, bro.
I feel good. It takes time. Yeah. Of course. Overthinking any advice, overthinking any advice.
I mean, I think everybody over things, but I think, I think overthinking is sometimes the killer of, of goals and dreams, in my opinion, because, you know, you start to overthink things.
Bro, yesterday, I'm not kidding. Yesterday, well, I won the first times, like two days ago, won the first times I've ever done, I think.
But I woke up on my sleep
I know how it's because I was sick and you know when you're sick like you're like for some reason like you're like you just function weird
But I woke up on my sleep at like 4 a.m.
Dead-ass 4 a.m. And I slept for like two hours. I woke up and I try to go back sleep
I couldn't blow head so much so much anxiety like literally so much anxiety, but I couldn't even I couldn't stop
I don't know why I had anxiety about I was thinking about every single little thing like every single thing
I'm not trying to exaggerate, but it was like the first time that I happened, I woke up
in mad anxiety, like stress about everything, like I was overthinking every little thing.
But I could overthink like, I could overthink, bro, I was little overthinking things that
haven't even happened yet.
That's where overthinking kills you.
Like I was overthinking, I'm not kidding, I was overthinking plans and stuff I have
going forward and how I'm executing them and stuff like that if you're gonna be
good or not. And I just couldn't sleep. I got sleep. I couldn't sleep down and down.
I just stayed up till like 10. So then I was like, I was thinking about it. I'm
like, well, everybody overthinks. It's super, super normal. You're human being.
You're worried about stuff. You have worries. You have things you always
need to do. And if you don't do them, your body will get stressed. You know what I'm
saying? Human with human emotions. But I think the biggest, the biggest thing
I will say is don't try to overthink things that haven't even happened yet.
You see what I'm saying?
So like, for example, tomorrow, right, tomorrow, I'm going, I'm going, uh, actually not.
Let me, let me take another example inside, one of the part of the greatest accomplishments
I've done because I'm on Netflix, um, am I overthinking it?
Of course I am.
Of course I will.
You know what I'm saying?
It's going to come out.
Am I going to be given this show?
I haven't even seen it show yet.
Am I going to be perceived well?
You know what I'm saying?
I do good in this show, like I haven't seen nothing yet.
So it's like I'm already, you know, I'm already overthinking all these things, which is normal.
But then it's like, bro, I haven't even happened yet.
You cross that bridge when the day comes of it.
You know what I'm saying?
So I think overthinking is the biggest killer, but I also think it's very, very normal.
So don't be too harsh on yourself.
But I think what I used to do a lot before, and I try to do as much as I can now as
well is that God already has everything planned out literally already has
everything planned out like right now right so say say you would see God
right now he he would sit right on his bed right here legs are nice he would
probably just laugh in your face if you spoke to me about your problems
because brother from this point on it says you were out that coaching mud till
the day you are in heaven you literally not even kidding I'll be serious you
literally have already your whole life planned out so why stress about it bro
why stress about it you know I mean it's nothing to stress about like tomorrow
start to plan out for you you don't know it he does and then my question to you
is this? Do you trust God? Answer me. Do you? Yes or no? Do you trust God? Everybody say yes.
So if you trust God, lay all your worries, problems, anxiety, over thinking. I'm speaking
from my own experience as well because I need to get to lay it on him because that's
what he's for. That's your father. Like you know what I'm saying? Like lay it all
on him and he will just take care of that. But don't get it twisted. You still got to
do your work, of course. But like, lay it all on him. Like, you know what I'm saying?
Pray about it. So the second you have like, over the impossible, I try to do it. I try
to pray. I say, God, please take all this worry away from me. God, please handle this
for me. You know what I'm saying? I'll be a good servant. I'll be good. You know,
all of this stuff. So, yeah, just try to really like, work on that and just trust
that God has your back always. And of course, if you if you can talk to family, all this
stuff as well, please do, you know, I mean, it's always good. But if you don't have too
many people around you, you know, God is the one that's always going to be there.
Always, always, always, always, always, always. So, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Life is good, bro. Life is really good. It really is. I
I feel like I'm really like, feel like I'm really, really, you know, just locking it on
myself.
I haven't done that in a very, very, very long time, I'll be honest, as y'all know.
But I feel like I'm very locked on myself and focused and just trying to like keep
that pushing and keep being, keep being good, bro, always just keep being good,
you know what I'm saying?
Always, always, always, always, always, always, always, always, so it's a very
holy month. It's a very holy month for everybody. Honestly, like I said, Lent, Ramadan, um, um,
as well as, you know, I'm saying, okay, that's not really like fake time, but like Chinese
New Year, but you know, it's a very, very, very holy month. So really try to take care
of it.
I think the biggest advice I'll give for everybody that's fasting, everybody's doing
something, whatever religion that is, is that don't just see this month as I will
say this right now, because a lot of you, I know you feel in your spirit, I know
I like I know a lot of people do
Don't just see this month as oh
This month. I'm gonna be super religious. I can do everything perfect. Dada. Why?
but why
Why only this month?
so what when when
The end of it is over then what you write back to doing what you was doing before you write back to old habits
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
It's meant for you to build up good habits, but then to keep the good habits, to keep
it pushing, to keep doing good, to keep doing better.
You know what I'm saying?
So don't try to just be perfect one day, because that's not going to, that's not going
to do nothing for you.
I'm going to be honest.
Like it is really not.
If nobody is going to say it, I will say it.
You know what I'm saying?
That's like, that's like you, that's like you, um, feel like you can be a perfect
man today, but it's more of you right back to your sense.
What did I do to you? You haven't learned you haven't actually done nothing. It's fake. It's bullshit
You know saying so just try to see this month
That's a learning curve instead and see what you can do better go forward. That's how I would say that's how I would say bro, really
That's what I would say boss. He just takes out a super super corny like it not corny, but I've seen a lot low-key
It's like a glass. It's like a glass glass or black black coffee. I like a
see-through glass of black coffee and
he takes it under the sink and
And he just let it rinse and you know slowly, but surely it takes time it takes a lot of time
But slowly, but surely the coffee just starts going out and the water starts filling in have you have you seen that?
You see I'm talking about so like with time you kind of it kind of rinses out and it's slowly
But surely it's just clear. It's just clear water now. It's very corny and it's very it sounds very like cliche
But it's true
You know see that as your as your spirit as your soul, you know, everybody since everybody does mistakes
Everybody has those days days
Everybody since everybody has you know some dark side to them inside and everything fills you up with that dark stuff
But you know slowly maturely you start cutting down those sins
You start doing better as a human being you start better as the person you start getting closer to God
start getting close to your faith and then slowly but surely you rinse all that
darkness out slowly. It could take years, it could take months, it could take whatever
it is but little by little you'll see that water start going clearer and
clearer and clearer and that water is your spirit, your soul. And then all of a
sudden you'll just be on a good path, you know what I'm saying? So just keep
clearing your soul and your spirit. I think that's what I wanted to say
honestly but yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah okay I got about one minute
and so I got to go and do some press stuff I actually have a I'm gonna say I
haven't interviewed I need to do about inside that's like how I feel afterwards
like anything affect me mentally stuff like that it's not funny because I
think it's great that you're doing that just like make sure I'm good and
everything is cool you know I'm saying cuz it's gonna be a lot going on so I
gotta just tell them I'm telling you I mean but I know I know I know I know I
just stuff I gotta do but um yeah all in all bro I want to say this W week
little same seat with that big big big hot dog
send off this week in London boy
Jays WLT same as you bro you already go yo well same as you actually so good
bro I love you since you brought we had 10 K subs sitting on 10 K subs W
week in London. W week with Ron W day yesterday. Honestly, in the hotel room
chilling. Had a lot of fun going to burberry tomorrow to give you an update.
No stream because I'm going to burberry and I'm taking a flight home. I'll be
home on Tuesday midday. I really don't want to miss two days in a row. So I'm
gonna try to get on the stream Tuesday. Might just be like a desktop. Maybe
I'm not gonna give any promises yet. I'm gonna try my hardest to get back. I
hate missing. I don't want to miss two days at all. So we'll see. I'll
I'll be on Snapchat, I'll be updating y'all.
There's gonna be a lot now,
because the announcement is going out today
fully like everything is getting announced on inside.
So please support me, so love.
I'm super, super, super, super excited.
Super excited, super blessed to be on Netflix.
And I could not, not ever, ever do this.
So I can check once that we have time.
Yeah, my WhatsApp, yeah.
Yo, do the, I miss me said, I miss me said.
Super, super excited, bro.
It's a blessing, thank y'all, I wouldn't be able to watch y'all, I'm not even kidding,
so yeah, excited few months, bro, we got, we literally got, I mean, oh my God, like,
we got inside coming up and that's gonna be for a few weeks that we can like run that
and press and all that stuff.
We got ball early at the same time, then God willing, we'll get invited to, I hope,
you know what I'm saying, we can get invited to the charity match, you know, if we
got that, and that's enough, like, it's just a lot of stuff coming up, bro.
Um, so
Yeah, man
Love y'all bro. I really do W week in London in Europe always good time being out here. I'm excited to go back though
And yeah, I'm gonna see our boys in LA see how boys in the lay love y'all
Prayer prayer
The Lord thank you so much God for this week
Thank you God for allowing me to be be here and do what I love to do in front of people who's watching this
God I pray for everybody's health in here. I pray for their families and their friends their loved ones
God I pray to keep them safe God I pray to forgive all their sins so they can more and be a better person in life
God, thank you God for allowing me to have this life and be who I am and I be a better person God
Please be with my sins being better man. Amen
Amen.
Alright chat, I love y'all man.
I'ma see y'all boys in LA, okay?
That be inside!
That be part of the Netflix!
JTG Race!
Like, play that outro man.
Timber Boost!
The streamer...
The streamer award goes to Marlin!
You know it's been a long year. I just want to start by thanking God. He kept me grounded kept my faith
Shout out M3 ski my community. I wouldn't be able to talk. I want to say last thing my bad
There's a lot of doubters a lot of haters always I
Was gonna talk but they're not the one staying on this stage. So appreciate y'all man
Sure I like it
And I'm so excited to find out
If I told you, you know how to go
And break that thought into one
Cause I would anyway
We end up like always
You know it, you better show me
That you can't stay into my face
Cause you know we're the same
There's worse things I can't do